Grumpity Bugnuts

I think after Oscar gets home I'll beg that he goes driving with me until I gain enough confidence/ability to get out on the road without someone watching my 6.
I trust him not to gasp in panic (thus panicing me) as I would trust no one else.

He's having a wonderful relaxing time, and I don't begrudge it to him one iota, but I'll be glad when he's back.